You are getting closer and closer to your first birthday - what a crazy thought! For now though, let me recap the past four weeks for you. I feel like there have been quite a few highs and lows, so we'll start with the lows first and get them out of the way. First, we were all very, very sick with some sort of virus earlier this month. I think you started it, as you had that unfortunate vomiting in the pool incident. And, for the next week after that, there was much coming out of you and not a lot at all going in. In fact, it got so bad at one point that your parents began to worry about you getting dehydrated and took your limp little self into an after hours pediatrics clinic. But, you slowly perked back up (only to catch a nasty cold about a week ago, but we'll get to that). Your dad and I were also quite ill for about 48 hours, and let me tell you that it is not easy to take care of you when I barely feel well enough to sit up (let alone chase you around). But, I made it through and we're making it through your sinus infection (or whatever is currently ailing you). I would really just like our whole family to be healthy for a period longer than two days. That would be nice.
Also, you are currently incapable of being in a room by yourself, sometimes even of being in a different part of the same room by yourself, without completely falling apart. I don't recall ever leaving you on a doorstep or locking you in the basement or doing anything else that would give you the slightest reason to doubt that I will indeed come back for you (okay, well there was that incident with the bathroom door, but it was an accident and I saved you eventually). But yet, if I step away from you - even momentarily - you scream and cry big alligator tears. The doctor says that this sometimes happens with first kids, that I should ignore you and let you cry, that eventually you WILL learn to be on your own and entertain yourself. But, the thing is, once you get all worked up like that, it is very hard to calm you down and you are more clingy than ever. Also, the doctor doesn't have to look at this face.
Okay, now on to the highs. I've written a lot (and given you a lot of grief) about being a poor napper. The thing is (and I've hesitated to write this lest I jinx myself) you are currently a champion napper! Seriously, you still have a few problems napping other places as you demonstrated over the Thanksgiving weekend at grandma and grandpa's house, but in general, you go down fine, are quiet right away and I frequently have to wake you up after an hour and a half or two hours. You are taking two naps a day and still sleeping 11+ hours a night and that, my baby girl, is fabulous. Your father and I attribute much of this to your blankie, whom you love and cuddle while you sleep.
Also, you do a lot of cute things now. My favorite new thing is that you dance to music. And, it can be just about any music from commercials on TV to the Jonas Brothers half-time show to all of your musically inclined toys. You can be sitting or standing and you start to bounce up and down - your little head nodding to the beat. It's pretty adorable. And, you're slowly learning games. You initiate peek-a-boo to pass the time when I change your diapers, you will (on occasion) raise your arms when I ask how big you are, and you will high-five people with a big, toothy grin when they ask for five.
I can't wait for your words to come so that you can tell me what is wrong when you are upset (and also that you love me, which will be even better to hear). I also can't wait for you to walk on your own (you are getting closer - once you can balance there will be no stopping you). But, I'm loving you more every day and watching you learn things and observe everything with your big, bright blue eyes is one of the things I love most about life right now.